Taha · Makki · ayah 67 of 135

Taha 20:67

فَأَوْجَسَ فِى نَفْسِهِۦ خِيفَةً مُّوسَىٰ

“And he sensed within himself apprehension, did Moses.”

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Essence

Facing a field that seemed to crawl, a prophet of Allah felt fear rise quietly inside him, and the Quran does not hide it.

A reflection

Does fear mean weak faith?

A lifeboat volunteer has answered the pager for twenty-two years. He has pulled dozens of people from the sea. When the pager goes off at three in the morning, his stomach still turns over. He has never once refused a call. He has never once felt calm answering one.

A fair question arises from this short ayah. Musa had been promised by Allah: do not fear, I am with you both, hearing and seeing (20:46). He had seen his staff become a serpent before. Why would he feel fear now? Does fear not show a lack of trust?

The commentaries answer in two ways. One commentator says the fear came from the nature of the human constitution. It is hardly possible, he says, to be free of such a thing. He adds that the hearing of a faint sound is the root picture of this verb. Fear that came uninvited, as a sound comes to the ear.

Another commentator notes that the word for fear here is made small. A trace of fear, he says, at the sudden sight of something terrifying, as human nature requires.

So the fear was not a verdict on his faith. It was the body doing what bodies do. Certainty in the heart and a racing pulse can live side by side. The lifeboatman knows exactly what to do, and his stomach still turns.

This matters enormously for believers who feel fear and think it means they have failed. You may be anxious before a hospital appointment, a hard conversation, a move abroad. That does not mean your faith has collapsed. A prophet of Allah felt it on the most important day of his mission.

What matters is where fear sends you. Musa's sent him nowhere but his Lord. Let yours do the same.

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